Christ comfort

As the world currently continues to see the darkness of our times I write this. I don’t have a ton of fancy words or a perfectly crafted poetic piece to offer. Nor any attempt to present some form of wisdom through this. Just the unfiltered Biblical truth that is hard to read.

The current state of things happening in the world are actually not new. All of these things have been in existence within this world since the beginning of time. The difference is God has allowed several of these issues to live exposed. Exposed not to just those of the world, but even those of the faith. We are seeing preachers, celebrities, even seeing our family and friends be forced to live without the mask we were so accustom to them with. This is because Revelation isn’t a over-glorified word to sound biblical. When Revelations was written it was called such due to its revealing of the times to come. Well…This is the next phase of those times prophesied.

This is foolishness to the world. But to the those of Christ we see the folly in their thinking. If we truly have the Holy Spirit we sorrow for their souls as they know not the true depths the consequences will be for the choices being made. For those that claim the faith and live as though ignorant of it. Our sorrow is greater for them as the consequences are beyond our comprehension. Be not deceived. To much is given, much is required. The peace of Christ is not with those that cannot depart from the world. We were told to depart from this world. Now we see why!! How can you have the peace of Christ if any part of you be in this world? That part of you will see the judgements of this world plainly, and you will feel the things it feels when it comes upon it.

Think of it like a relationship. If you be in a relationship with an angry, and jealous person you feel the ways of that person in your life. Now if you depart from that person you no longer will be subjected to it. Yet if you continue with that person, their very ways will become yours. So depart from the world. Let the one that understands, understand.

So what shall anyone say to this then? Love each other just as Christ commanded. Truly love one another. We have heard that life is but fleeing us all. Not one of us knows the hour of our own day. Be not consumed by the horrors of the times. You can only rejoice in these times by way of Gods Holy Spirit within you. This is foolishness to the world. Yet they see the uncertainty of life currently. They see the fragility of their lifestyles currently. They feel the sadness and fear of such times. Yet they resist the truth through it.

This is because my dear brothers and sisters Satan has created his own form of love for them. His own form of peace. His own form of family, sexuality, truth, and life. Satan has his own version of all the things of God. So be careful!! 35Be careful, then, that the light within you is not darkness.

20Woe to those who call evil good
and good evil,
who put darkness for light
and light for darkness,
who put bitter for sweet
and sweet for bitter!
21Woe to those who are wise in their own eyes,
and shrewd in their own sight!

I judge not but reveal what is already written about this world. The world confirms these judgements by judging itself in rejection of its words.

I leave this writing to say simply, yes. Yes we are in the last days as prophesied. These are different times than generations before. This is due to the open agreement society has with the ways of Satan. His own form of love for them. His own form of peace. His own form of family, sexuality, truth, and life. So don’t attempt to comfort yourself with thoughts of things going back to normal. Remember what normal you are referring to!

This comfort can only be received by those that are His. For only they know Him truly. Therefore offense does not come upon them when truth is read, heard or spoken.

May the peace of Christ be with you my brothers and sisters in Christ

Selah

Anger handled like a Christian

Truly, truly there are wise words that exist. Those words should come from one that is wise, but it does not guarantee his wisdom. Very conflicting it is, very confusing it is, yet if you dig deeper you will find that true wisdom is within actions. 

As it is written in 1 Corinthians 3:16-19 

16 Do you not know that you are the temple of God and that the Spirit of God dwells in you? 17 If anyone defiles the temple of God, God will destroy him. For the temple of God is holy, which temple you are.

18 Let no one deceive himself. If anyone among you seems to be wise in this age, let him become a fool that he may become wise. 19 For the wisdom of this world is foolishness with God. For it is written, “He catches the wise in their own craftiness”

From this, you see that refraining from a matter or speaking peace over chaos, removing the desire to act on impulse when angry all poses more wisdom than the most articulate message that provokes thought. Yet it’s rare in this age and not glorified. The person in the fact that displays this true wisdom in these ways is typically abused mentally, emotionally, and spiritually. You can say they have become a fool by the standards of the world because of this and why the Bible says to become this rather than let the temple of God be defiled. 

The reason there is no on the surface glory for this is that we are not to seek the wisdom of the world. The wisdom of the world acts on the impulse of anger and considers that reaction as wise due to its justification for another’s action. Yet through the protection of God’s temple, he comforts through his Holy Spirit that was sent to do this for us. We are also reminded through his comfort of truth. The truth that Love seeks not it’s own. It has voluntarily given its life. The emotions, the feelings of what others do is not the focus. The focus or the eye must stay single as it is written. If my focus is on Christ we can see things clearly and emotions do not offer a single focus they distort it. 

The moment self-preservation of life comes, the pride of life is right beside it for they are married to one another. They have been since the beginning. The single barrier that blocks God is the pride of life. Yet it is written;

For whosoever will save his life shall lose it: but whosoever will lose his life for my sake, the same shall save it.

 ALSO if anyone loves the world the love of The Father is not in him.

I say this. Why lose your life over feelings? Why suffer judgment over emotions when they suffer from a fickle condition that spreads virally like Coronavirus has or the tragic murder of George Floyd in Minnesota. As you can see there are two types of individuals in these last days. The one that mocks and considers the virus a joke, even acting out of rage when others wish to protect themselves from it. The one that loots businesses and brings chaos and destruction across the land due to impulsive anger raging out of control because of injustice and constant police brutality against African Americans.   

Then you have those that wish to protect themselves and others from contracting a virus that has taken many lives. Risking their own lives to help and are treated without regard by those that have no care for anyone. And then you have those that are truly hurt and disturbed by the actions of four police officers that took a mans life and from this those that truly care present peaceful protest for change in this area of how this race of people are treated by a force that was created to protect and serve. 

See the issues are worldly. How we react to them determines if we are worldly also. Remember God said he will destroy the one that defiles his temple. And you are his temple. Becoming what may seem foolish is not reacting out of your emotions from the things of this world. It is wise and it is required for we are the temple of God and it is to be Holy. For he will catch the wise of this world in their own craftiness. 

No matter what happens in this world. Do not forget whose you are. Handle yourself like you know you are Gods and dont let this world defile you with its ways. For anger is seen as murder in the eyes of God. So you cannot seperate yourself from a murderer by expressing anger and rage towards him. 

Be in the peace of Christ brothers and sisters

Selah

“The unfortunate reality”

The title in itself is loaded with intrigue. For me though the intent is to bring attention to the root of this title. So what is the unfortunate reality?

Well the unfortunate reality is that reality is not desired by many as truth has become subjective. We hear deception and associate the word with those that prefer one thing but present another. Or someone thought they were getting something through some method that was provided and ended up with another.

But what does the Bible mean when it refers to self-deception in(1 Cor. 3:18). “Do not be deceived, God is not mocked; for whatever a man sows, that he will also reap.

How can I deceive myself? This question is the purpose of the title. As I would consider myself on this I wondered how did I deceive myself. It’s quite simple really. I did it through 3 ways and I will share them here in hopes self-evaluation can take place in the reader to not fall victim to the same.

 

The 1st way- Going to God with nothing but emotion towards life.

To explain I say this, The Heavenly Father sent his Son Yahshua The Christ to come and inform us that we must deny ourselves fist, pick up our cross second and then follow him. So where does the idea of me voicing displeasure about my worldly life fit into that equation? What most definitely follows this is a prayer to God for the situation or life we have to change so our discomfort can cease. Now at face value most would say, what’s wrong with doing that? Doesn’t God help or bring us out of hardships? To that I say backup first. Stop trying to nurture your rationale on it and view this from a Christian walk perspective since we claim to follow Christ.

This is what I mean; If our first encounter with God is about ourselves and our situations and the gospel through his son is about denying ourselves, we have to reevaluate our approach or we are saying I want God my way not the way his son showed me. Christ said I am the way, the truth, and the life. There is no deviation from this. You are either going to let go of your life, meaning your feelings, emotions, justifications, offenses and follow his way or you aren’t going to get the truth and the way will not be the same.

So in closing my 1st self deceived act was going to God through emotion about my life situations, hardships, and difficulties. If you do this be disciplined to make sure you ask his will in those things above your own. What may not present itself as comfort to your life does not mean it is not being used for something far greater than the comfort of life such as growth spiritually and mentally. Remember what Paul said; God will not be mocked. What you sow you will reap. So if you are sowing prayers of God change these things in my life your walk with him will become based on how well you think God is doing in response to those things changing when he is interested in changing you. So be careful and wise in your prayers.

 

The 2nd self-deceived way was – My works 

This is a tough one for people for we genuinely think this can’t have us self deceived. But it is probably the one that has many Christians blind. What you do and who you are should reflect the same person. For example- When I started writing I felt connected to God. I felt like I have finally found my purpose. Surely I know him and he knows me as a son!! Yea my purpose is being fulfilled I would say. Yet here I was living with anger, resentment, rage, lust, lies, and sorts of wickedness within. All with my works on display through writing. Never thinking once to myself you are not of God nor do you know him. Having the ability to speak about God with coworkers, family, and friends and speak highly of him all apart of my works I thought showed I knew him.

Completely Self Deceived.

I once heard a man by the name Dan Mohler say this perfectly. Don’t let your works take the place of knowing The Father. This was so profound and direct. So I’ve concluded this. When Christ came and said; I come that you might know The Father, he was saying look how I show you that knowing him is living like he is in you. Your every decision thought, motive, and the action should all consider him. Consider him first. Knowing him isn’t about what you do, it’s about why you do it and who you do it for.

For example A man looked over his life and saw he had time to pick up a hobby or some activity in his leisure time. So he inquired with a co-worker about things he should consider. He stated he wanted to do something that had a purpose. His coworker suggested he should volunteer at the homeless shelter her and some friends help out every weekend. He thought that would be great! So he started volunteering and he enjoyed it deeply. One day he and his girlfriend and some of her family and friends were out at dinner together. After dinner they all began walking to their cars and on the street was one of the homeless men from the shelter. The homeless man recognized the volunteer. He approached to say hi not to ask for anything, and as he approached and spoke the volunteer scoffed at him and shunned him as the friends and family began to laugh at the homeless man. The volunteer began to ridicule him to ensure to everyone he had no attachment to him. In this he forgot his girlfriend was aware he volunteers at the shelter and immediately lost all respect and desire for him as a partner. Once she shared this with the friends and family they all did as well. All removing themselves from his life.

Let the one that reads this read with wisdom and understanding. God is not mocked; for whatever a man sows, that he will also reap.

For somewhat we do that looks good on the outside is the motive of why we do it. God is looking for those with the right insides. The right heart. Our works are made perfect through our faith and our faith made perfect though or works.

“Neither exists without the other” Be not self-deceived, me writing or speaking to others about God were not bad things to do, but if that’s the extent of my faith then the motives are prideful, selfish, and arrogant. My love for my wife, children, and all people especially those I don’t agree with or don’t care for me should be shown in how I treat them. If it does not show in this way then I am not of God for God is love and any who does not love does not know God.

 

The 3rd and final way was- Vain Knowledge 

Knowledge is vital to our growth in Christ. Without it the Bible says his people perish. That tells you everything! So how can a person be self-deceived by gaining this? Well this one breaks down into two parts because it is so essential and Satan has been very crafty in how he deceives with this.

The first part is vain knowledge. You can read the Holy Bible for your desire to be informed. For information is power, and many seek this for the power it grants themselves, not the power of The Holy Spirit to change them. Many seek it for its ability to be perceived as good by others, many seek it to feel good about themselves. The allure to be seen as wise, intelligent, deep, and yes highly spiritual are reasons many read the Bible.

This is all vain.

Knowledge was the original thing sought by Adam and Eve. To know Good and Evil look pleasing. It appealed to everything that would soon shape what we know as normal now. Everything plays on a balance of what we believe is a greater good or a necessary evil. This has evolved into a blurred line of perception.

Now The Holy Bible is being fulfilled. As it is written Satan will transform himself into a form of light, presenting himself as good. All of this started when what was sought was knowledge of perception on what is Good and Evil rather than obedience to God The Father. Be careful to seek The Father without vain pride. You will not find him there. But what you will find is deception. Feeling you know him because of your information rather than your obedience. I caution again because this one is hard to overcome due to the pride element that is very strong with it, but with God all things are possible.

Remember never think any amount of knowledge means you know God. The application of knowledge shows wisdom and only then does it profit a man.

The second part of knowledge that deceives is the knowledge of the world.

 

Yes the world. All its ways and history. You see there are so many lies and corruption and deceit in this world and it spans from the beginning of time. Finding this knowledge is but finding a corpse Christ said. Doing in-depth research on all the ways of Satan is a diversion and it doesn’t bring you closer to God through Christ. It brings you closer to the many ways and diversions Satan has created against you. Use that time to dive into the freedom Christ came to give. Use not idle time to gain knowledge of the bondage Satan has created. This can be very deceptive. In searching out these things one can believe they are getting closer to God. But we only get close to God through living in him and he lives in us. And in him there is no lie, no corruption.

So if my time is used to study what is not of him I’m close to that which my time is used. It will be done in the quest for knowledge. Remember Adam and Eve sought the knowledge of Good and Evil. The seeking of knowledge was not the sin. For the word is clear- A lack of knowledge is why people perish. In all your getting get understanding and knowledge is the essential thing. So the knowledge spoken of here is that of Christ.

With that said if earthly knowledge has power and its knowledge perishes, how much greater is the knowledge of life that will never perish. Seek that 1st for it is The Kingdom of God.

The unfortunate reality is that many are under these three deceptions and either don’t know it or willfully choose them. Take these and evaluate oneself honestly daily. Seek the truth in Christ, and be free from these deceptions.

May peace in Christ be with us all

Selah

Humanity

Does anyone ever wonder why God gave Eve as a helpmate and never referenced her as Adam’s wife? Notice the one that did call her his wife in so many words was Adam.

The man said: “This is now bone of my bones and flesh of my flesh; she shall be called ‘woman,’ for out of the man she was taken.” 24For this reason a man will leave his father and his mother and be united to his wife, and they will become one flesh. See man was given authority to speak what was to be on earth. He named the animals and he even named the woman. She was called a woman before Eve. Notice it says for this reason; being what Adam said to his helpmate: we are to leave our mother and father to be united to our wife. This was an institution created by man. God did not see fault in it as it was pure and a way to make them one fleshly and spiritually as they were prior.

It was Adam’s choice to do this with the authority he was given to speak. I always found it interesting that we call the devil some sort of being that possessed a snake rather than a spirit, and that person is with the spirit called a serpent. Yet we live in a world where there are spiritual powers in high places occupying men and women, creating laws and principles for us to follow. Using the same authority we see Adam use here in the beginning. The only one that spoke to Eve as the flesh of his flesh is somehow now absent without words while a “serpent” is speaking to her although the scriptures say he was “present” with her. It is very hard for people to accept that maybe the serpent was Adam. Which shows a lack of understanding that we believe an animal can speak to a person rather than the word serpent being used to characterize a person you trusted to give you the truth and they did the unexpected and lied to you. Adam created the marriage and then dishonored it by presenting her information opposite of what God spoke to him. Wouldnt a snake or serpent that deceived her be an accurate description of him? God gave rules over this union so that it would be done to honor him as the first one Adam and Eve did not. Notice their punishments from this. Seed against seed, the pain of childbirth, bruising of the heel, submitted rule over by one another, all these things are the present, past and, future sorrows of the world yet he did not command them to part from each other as their sins were done together. You will see that the only time God says marriage can part is when a sin is committed apart from the one you have joined with. Which is why he hates divorce because it means that has taken place.

Christ revealed this to us and let us know who Satan was. He is a spirit that operates outside of God’s Holy will. This is why he called a disciple Satan and for him to get behind him when he spoke against what Christ was to do according to God’s will. The original fall we see from a man that walked with God and had curses put on him as well as getting kicked out of a place was Adam and Eve. Then you hear of the story of Satan being kicked out of heaven. The stories of both coincide. Christ said your Father was a liar from the beginning to those that claimed that they knew the Father. Also you hear people say Satan wanted to be like God and you read that the serpent said to Eve; God knows if you eat the fruit you will be like Him knowing good and evil. Yet you see it is written God said this once he gave the curses to Adam and Eve. the LORD God said, “The man has now become like one of us, knowing good and evil. He must not be allowed to reach out his hand and take also from the tree of life and eat, and live forever. We cannot read that Satan wanted to be like God and then also read that Satan told Eve God knows you will be like him if you eat of the fruit then disregard that Eve and Adam ate of it hoping to not be like God. If this doesn’t make sense think of it this way. If I hope to be a police officer and a recruiter tells me I must go to the academy and take tests to be considered. So I go to the academy and take the test it should be understood that I desire to be a police officer. With that we should understand that Adam and Eve ate the fruit-based on the information they were provided that would come from that choice.

The FALL OF MAN IS THE FALL OF SATAN. It is time to stop separating the two so that we may truly receive the truth about our existence. The lie is that you can be like God having this knowledge and live forever. The ones that ate sought this knowledge to be like God so if Satan wanted to be like God the Bible is telling you who Satan is. The ones that ate the fruit. Our decision to think about our own will above God is evil just as Christ came to help us be free from this deception that the spirit of evil has power over you. We had the authority from the beginning of all things. Yet we forgot who was God above all because we were too busy creating what our design was on the earth and started seeing ourselves as God. Listen to preachers speak. It is my ministry form of speaking, my church building, it is written that when David spoke of the temple to be built as his temple he was corrected by the prophet Samuel. It is God’s temple. This is the confusion today and is why it is easy for these men to grow their ministries off of money-hungry motives without any thought of God. For it is written that you cannot serve two masters. You will cling to one and grow to hate the other. No one can tell me these men do not hate God as what God speaks is in direct conflict with the growth of their financial goals. This is important to get so that our thoughts and our minds are truly submitted to the Father’s ways or we will continue to consider how we feel or what’s best for us in response to life instead of what he says. If its easier to see Satan as a serpent or spirit rather than a way of living and thinking then maybe its because those things feel and sound not real to us and our mind has an easier time brushing it off that way. But if we see him as truly what he is we will see ourselves and that is terrifying yet it’s exactly where we are told to begin examining. Ourselves! Examining oneself will coincide with you examining Satan. As we are the ones that sin. We think pridefully. We judge and condemn. Don’t you know it is written that Satan is the accuser? Christ came so that we might know the Father and that we might be saved from the mentality of Satan. That tree of life was extended back to us when we were cursed from getting it. That tree is knowledge of him as he is life. The tree you see in the world that has been here being the knowledge of good and evil.

Listen to your media, music, even listen to your conversations at work. There is constant talk of who did this and who did that. Who is a good and bad person? We judge people every day because our sinful existence comes from the original wisdom we gained from learning the knowledge of good and evil. So we naturally think we can speak on it. We think we can assess it. We think from our wisdom that we can recognize who is who. Notice God judges the heart. We are incapable of judging a person’s heart we only know what we see and hear. Just like in the beginning when our eyes were open. Meaning all our senses become our reality, our truth. We are in the year 2020 and we see people say that their truth is all that matters. What is true and your truth can be different but not for me. Even if it’s the word of God you hear people say well that’s not my truth. Is there anything more deceived than hearing God’s word and responding with its not my truth??! How can we get to that place unless we feel we are GODS?!! How would we even know the truth unless we knew there was a truth prior to apply a different one. Our wisdom is our downfall. The Heavenly Father is interested in your soul. There is no marriage in heaven to a person on earth therefore it is a creation of humans in their wisdom. Which is why you see humans deciding to create what they want to be married now. A lot of people think God created marriage but the BIBLE says God created man and woman. The argument that same-sex marriage isn’t biblical because God created it to be man and woman is true but the attack isn’t on marriage. The attack is on something far greater than what was created by Adam in his choice to take the woman in that manner.

The attack is on what comes from that union. Children, holiness, submission to God’s ways, and truth. The diversion on marriage is the intent so that those things from God will be dismissed. God makes no mistakes. Woman to be the helpmate to man. Also notice the suitable helpmate he chose was a woman and not another man nor did he create woman first and then a helpmate for her that was a woman. But that’s another topic for another day. The purpose of this is to inform all to use Godly wisdom before making this decision to marry. He is showing us that you mess up in your marriage then you will have consequences that will make it very difficult, but this is to still bring you to humility to put Him first and not your spouse. God did not create you to be a husband or a wife or a parent. You were created first to be in his image possessing all the fruits of the Spirit. If your marriage does not reflect this image then please understand he is not in it, for him being in it is the reflection of it having these fruits. We are lied to so often to believe God is working in what does not reflect him. Really? Why isn’t this blasphemy? You may as well say he doesn’t mind sin as sin is apart of his work. No he does not recognize sin with him, or a part of him or having any understanding of him. No he is not in that, but he is willing to use it if you turn from it as proof to others they can be free to bring glory to him and free you from all that you are making more important than him. Do you believe you can idolize a marriage?? Of course, you can, Adam did. Eve did. They operated together in sin despite the truth. Some people want you to idolize them so that you are their source of confidence.

Be careful, many are seeking others to be their God without knowledge of doing so. Masking it with I love you. I need you. You make me. If it wasn’t for your type statements. You complete me. These are reflections of idolizations. No, The Father does not want you in that. You must honor your choices though if it is a covenant, but you must also turn from your sins. So what if you get married to a person that doesn’t love God or even care to come to him or rejects him and you are seeking him?? Well then you have been abandoned spiritually if this happens, If this takes place after the marriage has existed then you should leave if that person is not able to abide with you as you are responsible for focusing on your relationship with God. This is why if you are abandoned you are granted the right to leave the marriage as you have to answer for you. They claim they made it hard for me to seek you God is not acceptable as that statement shows your idolization of them. You were granted the right to leave if abandoned. This does not mean to not truly love that person and be peaceful and also not having any ill intent towards them. It means to do exactly that as that is apart of walking with God, but also it means to love your Father in heaven above your love for that marriage as your marriage does not come before God. Now if this was the case prior then you chose to not put God as a priority in my life so the person that is to be one with you should have that priority as well. The consequences are real and very, very difficult. We all answer for ourselves. So if you choose to stay in a marriage that has a disconnect from God you must ask yourself am I going to choose to represent God in a Holy manner while this person does not? If you cant answer that you will do more harm to them claiming the faith while not living it then if you left. Be honest with yourself we mask many things behind the- I want to honor my marriage statement, such as staying for the kids, security, the comfort of life (even if its uncomfortable) the fear of change, just to list some. Truly honoring your marriage is loving the person and respecting them. Being transparent in all you do so that there is not even a hint of deception. That’s an honor.

You don’t honor God by staying in a marriage that doesn’t honor him. How can we assume this if there isn’t any honor present? I cannot say that enough! You are not honoring God by staying in a marriage that does not honor him. Again you are not honoring God by staying in a marriage that does not honor him. So if you are staying honor your spouse even if they are a non-believer. This is your cross to bare. Pride of life will scream to leave but remember your choice was made to honor God in the marriage first. You do that by honoring your spouse with the fruits of the Spirit. We rage out against the homosexual community for dishonoring this covenant by applying it to themselves and it is an actual shame that what God agreed to allow is used to defile him by creating our original idea of what can come together as one. But also the heterosexual married couple is doing the same thing by claiming to become one under his sight while not equally yoked together. I hope this is understood as I believe this has been a word needed to be heard.

Listen these are the things you must reflect on before marriage because if this person does not commit adultery or abandon you, you are to biblically stay in that marriage. Honoring that marriage with the fruits of the Spirit should be done regardless. This is a very difficult understanding which is why Christ said what God hath brought together let no man separate as man and woman are to be one. If you are not operating as one it will be very challenging. Marriage is to be viewed as an ultimate commitment and should be viewed with a complete understanding of its difficulties and consequences if chosen. Much of marriage should be viewed with the eye of am I prepared to keep my eye on Christ if this person chooses not to? Not I hope they do right and I’m happy. Or God saves my marriage if they fall. If you stay in a marriage after your spouse has committed adultery and you do not forgive you are sinning unforgiveness. Therefore you are creating a separation of yourself from God just as the person that fornicated. You should leave with the approval God gave you to leave than to separate yourself from God by living in unforgiveness.

God sees sin as sin. If you stay then the objective is to get yourself back in line with God not choose to live in your hurt. Just as the person that committed this fornication must STOP that behavior and repent to be truly saved and with God, so must the one that does not forgive but chooses to stay and depend on time to heal which is not promised to any of us. God would never tell you to take some time to do what he commands today. Christ said be quick to forgive not take some time to ponder the hurt and hopefully get to a place that you don’t think of it as much and then say I forgive you. The word says to think nothing of tomorrow as it has enough evil for itself already. So anyone that says it takes time to do anything God has called us to do is playing with the gospel and using it to cater to their comfort or desire to justify their emotions. This is a hard teaching to receive because it challenges the fleshly emotion of hurt done to a person. Thank you, Lord, we never heard Christ say to God, forgive them at some point, Father, for they know what they do but need time to figure it out from your perspective.

Now a little background on me. This post is from a man that has slept with wives of other men in his past …Also from a man that cheated on his wife 2 years ago. A man that thought he knew God. A man that spoke well of God and could creatively articulate his words to others and encourage others. I was all those men in one. Yet also a deceiver a lustful man, a liar, a fearful man, a very lukewarm and easily entertained man by the world on top of that. Completely lost. So my perspective isn’t one that I relish in but one that I am thankful to know God from true now. As if he would die for a man that lived in all that, if he would want me to understand my true created purpose instead of that, then surely it should be clear that his love is the only true love here. Truth is love. It doesn’t matter if that truth hurts. Love will give you it because it cares for you. It cares about your true life. Life spiritually. This world has deceived many to think true love is ignoring God for what caters to my wants and desires. It has dressed up wants and desires as things to aspire to get rather than submit to God. How is it we not understand? Who told us our lives were our own? Since when did the year and generation you were born to dictate what God says? Is it not written that he is the same today, yesterday, and tomorrow? We reject that notion all while trying to keep the others he represents such as honesty, commitment, love. It is a deception. It’s like the homosexual saying that lifestyle isn’t sin but incapable of telling me what another lifestyle in the bible isn’t. Surely no one is claiming liars, murderers, and cheaters aren’t sins but are choosing the one that aligns with themselves as not because it caters to their desire.

I am truly sorry that I have ever lied, stolen, cheated, deceived, misrepresented the Faith in Christ, lost my temper, cursed, prayed evil prayers ever in this life. Until I could truly repent from that. Looking at another woman sexually, talking deceitfully, lieing, and also playing Christian came easy. Now there is a requirement. Because I have been given understanding. Just like marriage comes with a requirement. Not just for the lost in marriage but those claiming to be his. That requirement is to take your hurts, your confusion, your anger, your disappointment in your choice to marry that person, your fear, and anything like those mentioned and stay his. But honestly most weren’t his, to begin with so he is using all that to get your attention. To simply say where do you put me in your life? What things do you have me behind? What do you choose to leave me out of? True humility is honesty with oneself. Its why you see that is pride required to truly go overboard and reject God and his word. Because it refuses to examine oneself in his truth. It would rather create its truth to examine it easier. The man continues to create more than buildings or technology. More importantly it is creating mentalities. Notice what the scripture says we battle against. Powers and principalities in high places that are wicked evil spirits. Those spirits operate in high places of power that create principalities here on earth. Do not be deceived. What you see as popular as lifestyles or behaviors have all been created by those powers. Remember the world hates Christ so whatever it loves you should know it to be from them. This life was never about oneself. My feelings, emotions, desires, hopes, and dreams. All this worldly deception created as the norm and right. All just to remove the God that is that he is.

A very wise man named Solomon said all is vanity. All?? Yes, all. For everything is simply a creation from us to make it the focal point instead of The Father. It makes sense to see why we needed saving. Our very beginning was all about what I see, what I feel, and what I want is now my perspective above who was always to be the focal point. Do not make your marriage, a person, any form of entertainment, a career, or an item the focal point of your life. Take it from the hypocrite, the cheater, the liar, the low life, the insecure, the fearful, the profane, lustful, deceiving, self-righteous, counterfeit Christian I was but now simply the man that wrote this. An unworthy servant doing what’s required. The one that sees and hears that evil-looking to see if I will agree with it or rebuke it. Remember repentance is done in secret first. From within. For it seeks no approval from men or women. What God sees done in your private place he will bless outwardly. So let him do his perfect work in you especially if no one is willing to see it. They will see something of God in you differently. Concern yourself not with if they wish to receive you as you have been received and approved by the highest God. Live with peace in that this truth doesn’t require approval from the world.

The world hates Christ so stop listening to preachers tell you this life with Christ promises you a life of worldly blessings. How hard it is to see what happened to Christ and his followers? What kind of God do you take the creator as to think he wanted his son tortured and his true believers killed so you could pray for a new car, career, house, clothes?? Or use his reaping and sowing law as one to manipulate an increase of money for yourself? We listen to such blasphemous teachings that insult God while solely focusing on how that teaching helps us in this life attain the things of this world. It serves as proof we aren’t reading his word in our time for true understanding. This promise Christ spoke of was heavenly blessings. The fruits of the spirit. Seek what they are. They are listed in his word. Does any of them speak of things in this world? No they speak to what no man can take from you. What no natural disaster or Pandemic can destroy. They are what will stay with you even after the flesh perishes. Remember whatsoever you shall bind on earth shall be bound in heaven and whatsoever you loose on earth you shall loose in heaven. Surely you know you cannot bind any physical possession with you to take to heaven so any teaching about these things is designed to kill you spiritually. Be of courage and strength brothers and sisters. We are currently in very very trying times and the fire of God has always come to separate those true to him and those that want comfort here where evil dwells. Choose today whom you will serve.

May the peace of Christ be with all that believe.

Selah

The beautiful and pleasant stench of Love

Anyone ever wonder why God gave Eve as a help mate and never referenced her as Adams wife?

Notice the one that did call her his wife in so many words was Adam. “And the man said: “This is now bone of my bones and flesh of my flesh; she shall be called ‘woman,’ for out of man she was taken.” 24For this reason a man will leave his father and his mother and be united to his wife, and they will become one flesh. See man was given authority to speak what was to be on earth. He named the animals and he even named the woman. She was called woman before Eve. Notice it says for this reason; being what Adam said to his help mate: we are to leave our mother and father to be united to our wife. This was an institution created by man. God did not see fault in it as it was pure and a way to make them one fleshly and spiritually as they were prior. It was Adams choice to do this with the authority he was given to speak.I always found it interesting that we call the devil some sort of being that possessed a snake rather than a spirit ,and that person being with the spirit called a serpent. Yet we live in a world where there are spiritual powers in high places occupying men and woman, creating laws and principles for us to follow. Using the same authority we see Adam use here in the beginning. The only one that spoke to Eve as flesh of his flesh is somehow now absent without words while a “serpent” is speaking to her although the scriptures say he was “present” with her. It is very hard for people to accept that maybe the serpent was Adam. Which shows a lack of understanding that we believe an animal can speak to a person rather than the word serpent being used to characterize a person you trusted to give you truth and they did the unexpected and lied to you. Adam created the marriage and then dishonored it by presenting her information opposite of what God spoke to him. What other way would you describe him if you were Eve other than a snake or serpent that deceived her. God gave rules over this union so that it would be done to honor him as the first one Adam and Eve did not. Notice their punishments from this. Seed against seed, pain of childbirth, bruising of the heel, submitted rule over by one another, all these things are the present, past and, future sorrows of the world yet he did not command them to part from each other as their sins were done together. You will see that the only time God says marriage can part is when a sin is committed apart from the one you have joined with. Which is why he hates divorce because it means that has taken place.Christ revealed this to us and let us know who Satan was. He is a spirit that operates outside of Gods Holy will. This is why he called a disciple Satan and for him to get behind him when he spoke against what Christ was to do according to Gods will. The original fall we see from a man that walked with God and had curses put on him as well as getting kicked out of a place was Adam and Eve. Then you hear of the story of Satan being kicked out of heaven. The stories of both actually coincide. Christ said your Father was a liar from the beginning to those that claimed that they knew the Father.Also you hear people say Satan wanted to be like God and you read that the serpent said to Eve; God knows if you eat the fruit you will be like him having knowledge of good and evil. Yet you see it is written God said this once he gave the curses to Adam and Eve. the LORD God said, “The man has now become like one of us, knowing good and evil. He must not be allowed to reach out his hand and take also from the tree of life and eat, and live forever. We cannot read that Satan wanted to be like God and then also read that Satan told Eve God knows you will be like him if you eat of the fruit then disregard that Eve and Adam ate of it hoping to not be like God.If this doesn’t make sense think of it this way. If I hope to be a police officer and a recruiter tells me I must go to the academy and take tests to be considered. So I go to the academy and take the test it should be understood that my desire is to be a police officer. With that we should understand that Adam and Eve ate the fruit based off of the information they were provided that would come from that choice. The FALL OF MAN IS THE FALL OF SATAN. It is time to stop separating the two so that we may truly receive the truth about our existence. The lie is that you can be like God having this knowledge and live forever. The ones that ate sought this knowledge to be like God so if Satan wanted to be like God the Bible is telling you who Satan is. The ones that ate the fruit. Our decision to think about our own will above God is evil just as Christ came to help us be free from this deception that the spirit of evil has power over you. We had the authority from the beginning over all things. Yet we forgot who was God above all because we were too busy creating what our design was on earth and started seeing ourselves as God. Listen to preachers speak. It is a my ministry form of speaking , my church building, it is written that when David spoke of the temple to be built as his temple he was corrected by the prophet Samuel. It is God’s temple. This is the confusion today and is why it is easy for these men to grow their ministries off of money hungry motives without any thought of God. For it is written that you cannot serve two masters. You will cling to one and grow to hate the other. No one can tell me these men do not hate God as what God speaks is in direct conflict with the growth of their financial goals.This is important to get so that our thoughts and our minds are truly submitted to the Fathers ways or we will continue to consider how we feel or whats best for us in response to life instead of what he says. If its easier to see Satan as a serpent or spirit rather than a way of living and thinking then maybe its because those things feel and sound not real to us and our mind has an easier time brushing it off that way. But if we see him as truly what he is we will see ourselves and that is terrifying yet its exactly where we are told to begin examining. Ourselves!Examining oneself will coincide with you examining Satan. As we are the ones that sin. We think pridefully. We judge and condemn. Don’t you know it is written that Satan is the accuser? Christ came so that we might know the Father and that we might be saved from the mentality of Satan. That tree of life was extended back to us when we were cursed from getting it. That tree is knowledge of him as he is life. The tree you see in the world that has been here is the knowledge of good and evil. Listen to your media, music, even listen to your conversations at work. There is constant talk of who did this and who did that. Who is a bad person , who is a good person. We judge people everyday because our sinful existence comes from an original wisdom we gained from learning the knowledge of good and evil. So we naturally think we can speak on it. We think we can assess it. We think from our own wisdom that we can recognize who is who.Notice God judges the heart. We are incapable of judging a persons heart we only know what we see and hear. Just like in the beginning when our eyes were open. Meaning all our senses became our reality, our truth. We are in the year 2020 and we see people say that their truth is all that matters. What is true and your truth can be different but not for me. Even if it’s the word of God you hear people say well that’s not my truth. Is there anything more deceived than hearing God’s word and responding with its not my truth??! How can we get to that place unless we feel we are GODS?!! How would we even know a truth unless we knew there was a truth prior to apply a different one. Our wisdom is actually our downfall. The Heavenly Father is in fact interested in your soul. There is no marriage in heaven to a person on earth therefore it is a creation of humans in their wisdom. Which is why you see humans deciding to create what they want to be marriage now. A lot of people think God created marriage but the BIBLE says God created man and woman. The argument that same sex marriage isn’t biblical because God created it to be man and woman is true but the attack isn’t on marriage. The attack is on something far greater than what was created by Adam in is choice to take woman in that manner. The attack is on what comes from that union. Children, holiness, submission to God’s ways and truth. The diversion on marriage is the intent so that those things from God will be dismissed. God makes no mistakes. Woman to be the help mate to man. Also notice the suitable help mate he chose was woman and not another man nor did he create woman first and then a help mate for her that was woman. But that’s another topic for another day. The purpose of this is to inform all to use Godly wisdom before making this decision to marry. Basically he is showing us that you mess up in your marriage then you will have consequences that will make it very difficult, but this is to still bring you to humility to put him first and not your spouse. God did not create you to be a husband or a wife or a parent. You were created first to be in his image possessing all the fruits of the Spirit. If your marriage does not reflect this image then please understand he is not in it, for him in it is the reflection of it having these fruits. We are lied to so often to believe God is working in what does not reflect him. Really? Why isn’t this blasphemy? You may as well say he doesn’t mind sin as sin is apart of his work. No he in fact does not recognize sin with him, or a part of him or having any understanding of him. No he is not in that, but in fact he is willing to use it if you turn from it as proof to others they can be free to bring glory to him and free you from all that you are making more important than him. Do you believe you can idolize a marriage?? Of course you can, Adam did. Eve did.

We can see they operated together in sin in spite of truth. In fact some people want you to idolize them so that you are their source of confidence. Be careful , many are seeking others to be their God without knowledge of doing so. Masking it with I love you. I need you. You make me. If it wasn’t for you type statements. You complete me. These are reflections of idolizations. No, The Father does not want you in that. You must honor your choices though if it be a covenant ,but you must also turn from your sins. So what if you get married to a person that doesn’t love God or even care to come to him or rejects him and you are actually seeking him??Well then you have been abandoned spiritually if this happens, If this takes place after the marriage has existed then you should leave if that person is not able to abide with you as you are responsible for focusing on your relationship with God. This is why if you are abandoned you are granted right to leave the marriage as you have to answer for you. The claim they made it hard for me to seek you God is not acceptable as that statement shows your idolization of them. You were granted the right to leave if abandoned. This does not mean to not truly love that person and be peaceful and also not having any ill intent towards them. In fact it means to do exactly that as that is apart of walking with God, but also it means to love your Father in heaven above your love for that marriage as your marriage does not come before God. Now if this was the case prior then you chose to not put God as a priority in my your life so the person that is to be one with you should have that priority as well. The consequence is real and very very difficult. We all answer for ourselves. So if you choose to stay in a marriage that has a disconnect from God you must ask yourself am I going to choose to represent God in a Holy manner while this person does not? If you cant answer that you will do more harm to them claiming the faith while not living it then if you left. Be honest with yourself we mask many things behind the- I want to honor my marriage statement , such as staying for the kids, security, comfort of life (even if its uncomfortable) the fear of change, just to list some.

Truly honoring your marriage is loving the person and respecting them. Being transparent in all you do so that there is not even a hint of deception. That’s honor. You don’t honor God by staying in a marriage that doesn’t honor him. I cannot say that enough! You are not honoring God by staying in a marriage that does not honor him. Again you are not honoring God by staying in a marriage that does not honor him. So if you are staying honor your spouse even if they are a non believer. This is your cross to bare. Pride of life will scream to leave but remember your choice was made to honor God in the marriage first. You do that by honoring your spouse with the fruits of the Spirit. We rage out against the homosexual community for dishonoring this covenant by applying it to themselves and it is an actual shame that what God agreed to allow is used to defile him by creating our own original idea of what is able to come together as one. But also the heterosexual married couple is in fact doing the same thing by claiming to become one under his sight while not equally yoked together.

I hope this is understood as I believe this has been a word needed to be heard. Listen these are the things you must reflect on prior to marriage because if this person does not commit adultery or abandon you , you are to biblically stay in that marriage. Honoring that marriage with the fruits of the Spirit should be done regardless. This is a very difficult understanding which is why Christ said what God hath brought together let no man separate as man and woman are to be one. If you are not operating as one it will be very challenging. Marriage is to be viewed as an ultimate commitment and should be viewed with a complete understanding of its difficulties and consequences if chosen. Much of marriage should be viewed with the eye of am I prepared to keep my eye on Christ if this person chooses not to? Not I hope they do right and I’m happy. Or God save my marriage if they fall. If you stay in a marriage after your spouse has committed adultery and you do not forgive you are commiting a sin of unforgiveness. Therefore you are creating a separation of yourself from God just as the person that fornicated. It be better you leave with the approval God gave you to leave than to separate yourself from God by living in unforgiveness. God sees sin as sin. If you stay then the objective is to get yourself back in line with God not choose to live in your hurt. Just as the person that committed this fornication must STOP that behavior and repent to be truly saved and with God ,so must the one that does not forgive but chooses to stay and depend on time to heal which is not promised to any of us. God would never tell you to take some time to do what he commands today. Christ said be quick to forgive not take some time to ponder the hurt and hopefully get to a place that you don’t think of it as much and then say I forgive you. The word says to think nothing of tomorrow as it has enough evil for itself already. So anyone that says it takes time to do anything God has called us to do is playing with the gospel and using it to cater to their own comfort or desire to justify their emotions. This is a hard teaching to receive because it challenges the fleshly emotion of hurt done to a person. Thank you Lord we never heard Christ say to God, forgive them at some point Father for they know what they do but need time to figure it out from your perspective.

Now a little background on me. This post is from a man that has slept with wives of other men in his past …Also from a man that cheated on his wife 2 years ago. A man that thought he knew God. A man that spoke well of God and could creatively articulate his words to others and encourage others. I was all those men in one. Yet also a deceiver a lustful man, a liar, a fearful man, a very luke warm and easily entertained man by the world on top of that. Completely lost. So my perspective isn’t one that I relish in but one that I am thankful to know God from truly now. As if he would die for a man that lived in all that, if he would want me to understand my true created purpose instead of that, then surely it should be clear that his love is the only true love here. Truth is love. It doesn’t matter if that truth hurts. Love will give it because it cares for you. It cares about your true life. Life spiritually. This world has deceived many to think true love is ignoring God for what caters to my own wants and desires. It has dressed up wants and desires as things to aspire to get rather than submit to God. How is it we not understand? Who told us our lives were our own? Since when did the year and generation you were born dictate what God says?Is it not written that he is the same today ,yesterday, and tomorrow? We reject that notion all while trying to keep the others he represents such as honesty, commitment, love. It is deception. Its like the homosexual saying that lifestyle isn’t sin but incapable of telling me what other lifestyle in the bible isn’t. Surely no one is claiming liars, murderers, and cheaters aren’t sins but are choosing the one that aligns with themselves as not because it caters to their own desire.

I am truly sorry that I have ever lied, stolen, cheated , deceived, misrepresented the Faith in Christ ,lost my temper ,cursed ,prayed evil prayers ever in this life. Until I could truly repent from that. Looking at another woman sexually , talking deceitfully, lieing and also playing Christian came easy. Now there is a requirement. Because I have been given understanding. Just like marriage comes with a requirement. Not just for the lost in marriage but those claiming to be his. That requirement is to take your hurts , your confusion , your anger, your disappointment in your choice to marry that person, your fear, and anything like those mentioned and stay his. But honestly most weren’t his to begin with so he is using all that to get your attention. To simply say where do you put me in your life? What things do you have me behind? What do you choose to leave me out of? True humility is honesty with oneself. Its why you see that is pride required to truly go overboard and reject God and his word. Because it refuses to examine oneself in his truth. It would rather create its own truth to examine easier. Man continues to create more than buildings or technology. More importantly it is creating mentalities. Notice what the scripture says we battle against. Powers and principalities in high places that are wicked evil spirits. Those spirits operate in high places of power that create principalities here on earth. Do not be deceived. What you see as popular as lifestyles or behaviors have all been created by those powers. Remember the world hates Christ so whatever it loves you should know it to be from them.

This life was never about oneself. My feelings , emotions, desires, hopes and dreams. All this worldly deception created as the norm and right. All just to remove the God that is that he is. A very wise man named Solomon said all is vanity. All?? Yes all. For everything is simply a creation from us to make it the focal point instead of The Father. Makes sense to see why we needed saving. Our very beginning was all about what I see , what I feel, and what I want is now my perspective above who was always to be the focal point. Do not make your marriage , a person , any form of entertainment, a career or an item the focal point of your life. Take it from the hypocrite , the cheater, the liar, the low life , the insecure, the fearful, the profane, lustful, deceiving ,self righteous, counterfeit Christian I was but now simply the man that wrote this. An unworthy servant doing what’s required. The one that sees and hears that evil looking to see if I will agree with it or rebuke it. Remember repentance is done in secret first. From within. For it seeks no approval from men or women. What God sees done in your private place he will bless outwordly. So let him do his perfect work in you especially if no one is willing to see it. They will see something of God in you different. Concern yourself not with if they wish to receive you as you have been received and approved by the most high God. Live with peace in that this truth doesn’t require approval from the world. The world hates Christ so stop listening to preachers tell you this life with Christ promises you a life of worldly blessings. How hard it is to see what happen to Christ and his followers? What kind of God do you take the creator as to think he wanted his son tortured and his true believers killed so you could pray for a new car, career, house, clothes?? Or use his reaping and sowing law as one to manipulate increase of money for yourself?

We listen to such blasphemous teachings that insult God while solely focusing on how that teaching helps us in this life attain the things of this world. It serves as proof we aren’t reading his word in our personal time for true understanding. This promise Christ spoke of was heavenly blessings. The fruits of the spirit. Seek what they are. They are listed in his word. Does any of them speak of things in this world? No they speak to what no man can take from you. What no natural disaster can destroy. They are what will stay with you even after the flesh perishes. Remember whatsoever you shall bind on earth shall be bound in heaven and whatsoever you loose on earth you shall loose in heaven. Surely you know you cannot bind any physical possession with you to take to heaven so any teaching about these things are designed to kill you spiritually. Be of courage and strength brothers and sisters. We are currently in very very trying times and the fire of God has come to separate those true to him and those that want comfort here where evil dwells. Choose today whom you will serve.

May the peace of Christ be with us all.

Selah

What do we really believe?!

This attempt by me is to truly put on display not only myself but hopefully others. That we all may examine ourselves with truth and transparency. For without such we are blind and deceiving ourselves in thinking we are of Christ. So read below and examine oneself as I did and you may be shocked to find what you really believe or what you truly wish not to.

 

Yeshua-The Christ(which means light)

Said this: “I can do of myself nothing “but” what I hear from the Father I do.”

So you see the fleshly man honors the Father by doing as he says and speaking as he hears from him.

Who do we honor when we speak? Is it ourselves? Family ,friends, enemies?

Maybe we dont know. Maybe we claim things and have no real understanding of what we say we stand by. To say one is a Christian is a great thing. As it says I follow  Yeshua (Jesus) the Christ.  Follow, but what are we saying when we say follow. What are we really following? Or do we simply say that because we have been trained to from our upbringing.  Many of us if we are honest follow our offenses. Our offenses are our Lord. Some of us our desires and lust are. Many our entertainment is. Regardless many of those were mine and I find myself seeing that those things creep up very subtly.  I present this with hopes that the truth is most important. For we all follow something or someone.

Here is another verse from Christ that I wonder if many understand its depth.

Matthew 5:3 Blessed are the poor in spirit: for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.

Blessed are the poor in spirit? For theirs is the kingdom of heaven? Wow you would think those rich in their spirit would be blessed and their would be the kingdom of heaven.  Yet the one we follow or say we do is saying the opposite.

This is my take from it and from my life I can testify that until one can even merely admit that they are poor spiritually they can never truly find the kingdom of heaven. As this challenges pride and challenges what we think we know. Many pride themselves on lengthy church attendance or steady tithing or maybe even volunteer work done. All these things to represent their knowing of the Father. Yet none of this represents following Christ. Yes none of it. Yet none of it is wrong either its just there is no way to say these things are done with the right heart.

So maybe the heart being examined is more important. Christ said in Matthew 23:23 it is not wrong to tithe but the very next line he says do not neglect the other things which are justice, mercy, and faith which he says are more heavy i.e. more important to do.  Why isn’t this verse examined more when teaching to tithe? Examine yourselves preachers! Do you neglect the importance of teaching that the heart must be right first before these things are to be presented to the Lord? Or do you simply focus on what gain you and your establishment  get from the financial giving?

When you teach that the Lord says test me on this you are failing your test by not teaching people that their heart is to be examined first before doing this.  Simply doing it is not passing a test of honoring God with your first.  For if you do not honor him with you character first, your gifts ,your tithes are all polluted! Guard yourself against offense here!

All that to say this. This is what I believe now. As I was a great speaker as a Christian. I could talk about God and Christ til I was blue in the face with debates, and strong denouncements against other religions and powerful alignment with Christ being the truth and yet I was lost. I lived a life that was not living but rather death! For I had no love in my heart.

So with that said understand this. The decision to not invest in scripture all scriptures ,yes even the ones that were burned and told they dont qualify to be added to the bible is what ruins a man. For without it we go towards a thinking for now. As if our thoughts are higher than those before us.  The heart is required to be pure! You can speak words that glorify  God but with no love your words are not accepted! Do not be deceived. The scriptures say clearly if you have anything against your brother to leave your offering and reconcile it first. Consider that a mandate for all things done. Before you volunteer make sure those close to you are loved. Before you accept a role at church make sure your enemies are prayed for with a true and genuine heart but also are treated with respect and care.  Before you speak of your faith in Christ remember his faith was in God the Father.  For in vain they do worship me he said.

So when the Father says I do not need your gifts or offerings if they be with a bad heart …we should caution ourselves to not give them until that is fixed.

What do you believe? Who do you follow? Learn yourself and find out what it is that you display in your private time, how do you react when something wrong is done to you? How do you speak to people?  How do you act when frustration begins to boil inside? Are you with offense and feel justified? I’ve lived with them all.  So I hope as I reveal the cross I carry I give someone a second to ponder what do they believe and who do they truly follow. For scripture is clear my people perish for a lack of knowledge.

Learn yourself.

Let the peace of Yeshua be with you all.

Selah

Desired Intent

Galatians 6;8-9

Sowing good, sowing love is first not ever supposed to be done for the reward. So much is done and said for the possibility of what would come from the action. This simply renders the action selfish, and not of true selfless intent.

There is so much we will never know. Mainly the hearts of others through their intents. This is confusing to the world because the world says it is blessed to receive. Where as the word of God says its blessed to give.( With the right heart) Without expectation.

Expectation of doing good shows that a person is seeking (self fulfillment)

Not only is this a practice of the world but is openly spoken of as such. I’ve heard people say I like doing good things because it makes me feel good inside. To the naked eye this makes sense. Yet it is still self seeking and that takes president over the deed in the eyes of God. For if the feeling of feeling good were to not be present then the deed would not be present or would be altered in some form or fashion,

This truth would surely offend some. As to look beyond the surface usually always exposes intent. We cannot fool or deceive God with deeds. He judges the heart. Those deeds done from the right heart are what will be rewarded. Love truly and then honesty to others without the thought or way of the heart that is not pure will flee.

Father guide me to Love without expectation! From anyone! Purify my heart Lord so that my ways are not vain or with corrupt intent. Grace my heart with your ways, your pureness Father. As I follow Yeshua your son Father , guide me as his brother and your son to do the ways he has shown us all. With all faith and truth. Forgive my ways that are not of you . Search me and show me how to let you purify all areas in your son name Yeshua the Christ I say I love you and thank you..

 

Peace be with you all- Selah

Feel

Only for the strong

If the hurt of negative people talking about you bothers you, then you my want to reconsider your walk with Christ. The world hates Christ for he is the truth. If your family or enemies disguised as friends talk bad about the good in you or the bad in you is jumped upon to make you feel worst amongst efforts of change.  Understand God is all you need. A forgiving and loving God that supersedes all family and wolves for sheep clothing is your smoke and mirror. Even when your atmosphere isn’t conducive with love be love. Even when your love isnt met with love, love anyway. Especially in that moment. Those that persecuted you shall have their day of shame. Shall endure the day that they remember exactly the unnecessary words to tarnish your name. A name that already didn’t hold respect but through Christ you chose truth, life, and respect for if these that claim the same faith are your oppressors then be of sound and good faith not seeking anyone but continuing to seek the Father through Christ.

 

Your flesh  shall hurt with those that critique your honesty. Your life is a mirror to all so all shall seek judgment against some and some shall create false stories against you to better their own personal anger , hurt, and despisement against  you. But if it be that to continue your walk then be that as it may without any conflict. Thank you Lord for anything that I must endure to get to . Where your will for my life is intended .So my intention in this life is no longer to gain physical possessions by any means, but to gain spiritual things all of which I shall give and show gratitude for, for eternity is my goal with the Father and Christ .

Found

Wheresoever there is a want for conflict it shall be found. Along with that discovery of a predetermined want shall be distress. If even a sociopath without emotional feeling or comprehension he is still the subject of anxiety behind closed doors. So when doors open for success your stress is focused on the locks. Now there are many people of good hearts in the world. Unfortunately bad intentions from people with bad hearts place anger and frustration among the latter and it transforms them into exactly the before spoken. Too many words spoken-uttered by mouths that do not operate with the mind, also tons of voices that do, that say exactly whats thought. No one knows the thoughts daily by others so to base your opinions on character by the voices of others shows your character.  Never judge anyone…not even their actions. For it is not your purpose or  job. Too many applying without any experience yet experienced in applying judgments to those whom seek no benefit on your behalf. Over 401 thousand reasons to place blame on your past interactions and not 1 saved to your own personal decisions. Broke without fixing values, easy to manipulate fools who give you time overtime to concoct stories. Yet eventually your contacts list is full of empty calls to log. Just memories  of who use to talk. Who use to listen, now loneliness is all you experience .Now everyone is your energy .Silence now replaces what was full of negative. So positive where you sought conflict to where now it has departed to new everythings!! Do not seek to replace the anger with depression for it always was there .Seek Christ as your savior from a past that molded this present.