It is better to not speak than to utter conflict. Causing issues to become worst than before. No one wins and no one is able to see the purpose behind screams, yelling,cursing, even anger. All attributes of a weak-minded person. It takes an effort to refrain from going off. While it takes nothing to open your mouth and give into what is bothering you. One requires no physical action but all mental refrain. The other requires all physical display and zero mental control. Listen to others as they show their anger and some shortly after apologize as if another person became of them. For they are right. It was yet that person and it is still within and has all the power to show themselves when granted by you. Apologies are like toilet paper. They get used to clean up the dirtiest of deeds just to be flushed and never remembered again. Like a hypocrite no one likes an often crier or a inauthentic sorry person. An apology is good for once a year. Not for every opportunity that your actions need cleaning up. Dont say you are trying to change when your actions are the same. Dont claim the Father is working on you when you have knowledge of your wrongs. Sounds like he has already done his part by revealing your wrongs to you. Free will shall never be taken away. Once you can see it, it is then time to begin to practice self-control. Your actions are your heart not your words. Yeshua said that out of the abundance of the heart the mouth speaketh. So yes the Father knows your heart and that’s why he shall judge it.  I pray that my personal self control matches that of the Fathers will in my life. He has shown me that my past is full of wickedness. So I cannot continue in those ways and claim he is working on me. No!! I need to work on me!!

He has done his part first off by sending his son to show the truth . To be sacrificed for sins before and after my time. For there is no knowledge of wisdom without that. Learning and studying past actions of corrupted leaders or ways of life to discourage a specific group through lies is not intended to bring you closer to Christ, but push you further away. So your time to groom a relationship with him is intended in learning about the corruption that you already had knowledge existed before reading your letters or education on schemes and plans to keep you ignorant towards comprehending basics. So valuing Christ as he is intended by the father is blurred by anger and confusion and shock by what evil created. For the Devil is a liar! Not God not Yeshua!! So why would your anger towards these evils works done be toward either ?? Because his name was included in it?? Oh heavenly Father this generation is but intelligently lost with their understandings and logics. Increasing knowledge of things factually based on the evils done yet used as a discredit to the Holy word. How much is true if the truth is not enough?? What is sought after the truth if/or unless that truth is unsatisfactory to your mentality? Do we ask whats next after solving a math equation? or after we count again decide our fingers are off set? If 1 was found to be truly 0 the explanation behind it would still intrigue enough to at least listen. Which shows any logic not true can capture the minds for even a second, and that’s usually all the Devil needs. 

A seed planted in a field of bad soil shall bring forth bad crops if any at all. And if the seed is bad in good ground the same result shall take place. So you can see there must be two or more just as scripture says for the Lord to be present to operate. Same logic good seed ,good soil to produce goods. Now pride ,arrogance,selfishness, anger, hypocrisy, ignorance, foolishness, greed, are all bad seeds. Lies deceit, manipulation, corruption, vanity, and knowledge of corruption are all bad grounds. Sow these seeds into grounds and your fruits may look good to the world ,but shall burn in time of judgment. Give because your heart says give. Receive not of gifts for joy, but give joyfully because you have no intent to receive. Strip all you can from what your flesh says yes to. To eat , to clothe, to drink is all necessary yes. Yet you can over eat, value food as comfort, and create an unhealthy living. To be clothed can become a hobby of vain shopping, so cherished and valued all to be a stain away from ruining your day. To drink is but required of water. But other liquids can become a routine of destruction, if only it stopped at alcohol. Energy drinks, sodas, and sugary sweets to ruin teeth and health. All of these basic fundamental things in life can be manipulated and placed in their wrongful place. So value none and think not of them. For the Father already knows of their importance so seek him. It is written all shall be added unto you. If that isn’t enough to bring you to bring you than what you seek is simply not of him but of yourself. The line in the sand has been drawn .You are with him in heaven or against him everywhere else except there.

 

 

My Lord is there any good left?? A separation from what seems to have been only months has transformed those of faith into those of senseless hope in flesh. My Lord I pray for understanding yet I fear this comprehension is simply that there is no one to look to as an example. For there has never been other than your son. I pray for this to be learned even more by me through realizing that we all are truly on the brink ..The brink of realizing that our sins our actions are going to come short. “Standing tall in our things while being in Christ is shunned upon for it shows a perfection in us that shows a imperfection in the world” .

The world hates what is not of it . What is not corrupted. For how can any bond with being of sin, but we all are that’s why we needed Christ people . We will always fall. So look towards springing forward towards a better living spiritually.  Boast on the truth that Christ is our saviour and nothing else. Live as honestly as you can for how hard of an explanation to God to be involved in corruption while Christ appears. Is it too much to ask to not drink or smoke before church service?? Is it truly too much to become the person that doesn’t want to do those things. Or to not sit there during sermons and fantasize about your lust desires with those of the congregation. Or is there any good left my Lord?? Any bit of good here on this earth? Anywhere? Truthfully asking for answers to what seems impossible. The planet searches for a leader so who is seen as Holy is but for you to see here but not Holy. This is honestly the ending of a beginning and no one sees this . Not family not friends or colleagues or even myself some days. Yes 2014 is the ending of a beginning.

 

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New scenery that is exactly the one from before. Be thankful if the Father places you back at a starting point . Rather than a new corrupted place . For it displays your actions displaced what was intended. Second chances are for those who have messed up once. I’m not eligible for that so this is called his unlimited grace opportunity. Never ever doubt your Father in heaven, and don’t feel that his son wasnt truly your only chance in this life. When you recognize all you’ve done all you are doing your heart has the true ability to allow the Father in. Without its humility how can a person speak to you wisely?/ Let alone our Lord, our creator. There are a load of dirty minded people. That have no substance or want for the truth the world has given them all of their desires. So whats left in their mind is to continue to strive for more of what they already have. He who is driven by silver and gold shall never be satisfied by it. Your greed is a disease with a cure that greedy does not want (ironic). Foolishly seeing the corruption , living a life of only what is seen and yet does not recognize the corruption. Yes Lord forgive us for we know not what we do. Unfortunately Christ , this generation is  advanced vipers not only have knowledge of what they do, it relishes in it. Promotes it and is given wings to fly in all areas of the world. Knowledge  does not equal wisdom!!  We are not wise always to what is done in the grand stage of our souls performance. So thank you for your sacrifice and your mercy. For unlimited grace opportunities. Now to show appreciation I must get this right. Time doesn’t go backwards or it’s usually back to the future. So thank you for placing me back to my starting point

When the sun rises there are eyes around the world with openings. Meanwhile some stay touching lids. Some will open soon, others shall stay in their current mode, and the beginning of the funeral process will proceed. So with that said none of us , no not one can predict which one of us are on either list. So why put off today what is assumed a possible for a unsure tomorrow. That is just hoped to be welcomed. Half of us don’t wipe our feet before walking into someones home. Without direction at least to do so. So how can any of us truly think we would wash the feet of anyone?? Some parents dont even wash their children, some mothers dont show their daughters how to wipe themselves or to be prepared for their monthly occurence that will greet them. Some dads dont , stress the importance of abstinence to their sons ( most dont). Oh and will partner that with no info on how to put on a condom. Basic confusion runs this globe yet denial of Christ is viewed as a mental of intel.

Well …Ignorance spoken and believed by millions shall be seen as the opposite. So whose to tell. Seeing as though hindsight is the best vision. Just imagine if your current vision never hindered your decisions. Not worrying about mistakes for they are promised but a good heart limits the possibilities of conflict. And a rotten one seeks it. Seeks to fulfill that bitter soul that claims its sweet. Anger is and always will be a partner of satan. So just know the day shall come where your flesh wont awake to simply value a smile. Joy of laughter or to see your child grow as a positive individual. Nothing like seeing your adult child carry on with bad habits you passed down like the offering plate. And you know you stiffed the Lord to ensure your pack of cigarettes budget didn’t come up short. What a bad feeling ,but its appealing to those without spiritual sensing . So I sense this touching mentals inappropriately like catholic priests . So forgive your Pope like Vanity. While yes is the answer to your question I’m done.

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You know its funny the visual of how the morning begins is identical to how the evening ends. Basic observations are intended to give simple grasps of basics. While many sit around forming new logics, new skits to express to others what they lack. Whats lacking is fundamentals(trust me) this is experience talking. Yet their expressions are formed around knowledge.

This irony is stunning like a 21 yr old Brazilian dancer. Prancing on weak-minded brainiac’s that respond with claps soon as the speaker has finished the renounce. I announce through loud speaks a calm speaker that engages the youth to alter their thinking. Deep down we all have thoughts. And we shall. So soon as you know why you able to no longer listen attentively to rambles of new logics, new fundamentals or personal decentions you’ll get it. This isn’t easy to get like being young black and seeking a home loan. But just like so, its chances are better than the stereotype exclaims. In order to catch well your ears need mitts for this truth is cold. Better to freeze than to burn for a thick down cover. Can alleviate the weather , yet there is no escaping your skin. You take all your clothes off in St. Louis , not even Nelly can teach you this grammar . Whether ona country farm or in a city slammer . All have need of this beneficial ramble. Shortly coming close to closing this voice off of the tune thats been chosen to partner along. It seemed identical to what was born so its my brothers beat. So I repulse those who can’t understand  yet all I claim is Love so where do we begin.

More precious  than stones ,gems, and rubies. Never again confuse me. Plant that so that any that wish to stem off can simply leave me. I have and have seen many fall. Yet my season is to come spring forward. Lets fast forward towards any quotes or rhetoric to explain Feel.  All can be found in a single book full of books …66 to be  exact. My route has been mapquested along with a strong signal for GPS. Yes I confess thy has sinned and forgiveness is best suited for the righteous. Strive for attributes that match him. Instead of characteristics of fools. Seek truth in its fullest. Then witness the irritants become just in their own way. For I pray and give thanks for a sacrifice that saved we!! Eyes see yet does message transmitted to the brain make sense?/ To what extint must my level of past need to speak? 

To bring forth light to this void room. Shall exploid the false soon .Then let the irritants stay just in their own way.

Claim Yeshua as your saviour please I plead. This comes from the man who has had physical possession and saw the demons that come with, but through him everything he gives shall be blessed. I thank him for taking it all for only then did I recognize. What I have. So seek that Love that better. For there is only 1 guarantee in this life like theres only 1 sun that blazes and that theres only 1 son that is begotten … Through him is your only way to everlasting life. So seek that Love and plant yourself preciously among the planted.

Well well well… it seems that whatsoever is spoken is in the heart. Very strong and mature words to say the least.  Words that aren’t looked highly upon if used by children yet seen as acceptable because of age disclaimers.  Let it be known that Christ said every “idle” word you shall speak, you shall give account thereof. If this be too much to handle for you then join the club. For it is intended to give you understanding of how powerful words are. I am a decision maker just like all of us. Regardless of what the world says we are all decision makers and those without physical or mental capabilities to fall in that category should be called blessed. Yes for they fall into the realm of not having to answer for actions or decisions that we are to be. Yet don’t think for a second that our Father that is just does not have a plan for them. Let’s not travel down the road of trying to understand what that could be. So I digress. With ,such power within and such irresponsible beings to hold it. It makes for a true and honest depiction of what is within.  If you ever are curious or interested in who you are then ask yourself . When I am angry do I act on impulses? Do I speak quickly and say things that I later feel where unnecessary? Is there a way I can discontinue this behavior? Well as one that has answered yes to all the above I tell you this. Speak to your anger not through it. I say again speak to your anger not through it. For anger is a tool used by Lucifer  to create the moment you wish to have back.  Yet we all know no moments can be taken back. Why suffer through the thoughts of hoping someone forgives you. Think about how hard it is to truly move past moments of stress that someone else has subjected you to. Even in your best efforts to move past that moment your human memory bank of this persons character has become negative.

This post like all of mine are for self help. Not through my own efforts alone but through the help of Christ teachings and the strength of the Heavenly Father all living within me with the Holy Spirit.

Maybe everything is in utter shambles, it seems to the outside world. Yet I see the Heavenly Father using it all to truly give what can be nothing less than perfection. For yes, scripture says that every perfect and good gift is from above. Meaning that every single one that is not, is not of him, or from him. As I stand off and away from what I’ve known to be home the majority of my adult life, I recognize that there must be something attached to home. There must be something attached to the inability to maintain a consistent living. One of responsibility and respect for adulthood. This can come across as very scenic to some, but for me it is but truth. How dare I represent the Lord in a manner that is not consistent with what His Son taught and I call myself his brother. For yes Christ said if any man or woman be followers of the Heavenly Father then they be his brother and his sister. So yes, Yeshua is my brother. If you be in Christ and believe that the Heavenly Father is the one and only true GOD then you should consider yourself a brother or sister to Christ. Not a friend nor a man to date intimately. Your intimacy with Him is based off a platonic love given by the Heavenly Father.  I have not always walked in respect to Him. I have also disrespected the truth and have been nothing short of a reprobate all while speaking with wisdom about His love and the word. My need was lost for the truth about myself. So on this new ground I stand with revelation about who I was pre-baptism(s) and post.  Living a life that is nothing short of a testimony for these experiences are not mine and mine alone, but those of many I believe and yet no one really wants to talk about them for it shines light on who they are not. Even still it should not bother us that believe in the truth. For our shortcomings and how GOD uses them for our breakthrough is for His glory not our own. Be used and allow the bad times , the poor decisions and the moments you wish never existed to be your proof that He is with you always. For you never know when it’s time for Him to place you on new grounds.

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To withstand constant pressure constant antagonizing is but through the father. To endure til your day of peaceful surroundings is worth the battle. The end is near for all so make your ending much more beautiful spiritually than your beginning. Your quest for a life of independence is but a symbol of your need to provide for your children or family. Although major set backs have you constantly on mental rewinds the father says press play on your rewards. Move towards your better days but understand better days begin before financial change, before surroundings differ. You must become thankful for where your current is, so that the tide may take you to where he has planned. Peaceful through anger and frustration shows control, while patience during struggles shows faith. Partner both to be your everlasting traits. Does wisdom exceed wisdom?? Earthly knowledge and wisdom to confound those that simply seek  the truth is but an artform practiced even back in the day of Paul. Howbeit that this generation study online and in classrooms to gain understanding of creative lies, Even paying a tuition for it while the bible stays tucked in the drawer. Free understanding, read a word that doesnt ring as making sense but can facebook while a simple google of a word is to intense but at your fingertip. These photos are instagramed across the world. I mean I pray to paint pictures that disciples sought to teach. Coming in the name of Christ which means I must deny myself for this, which is where my efforts persist. This is just for the just which includes all but those that refuse it choose their own scars. I was never the smartest , never the most faithful, lust and fornication were my middle name. Yea  drew and marked up my soul even my flesh. So to me your laughter , your doubt, your pleasure in my failures or delight in your anger is just on you ,and me just opportunity to be nothing of the sort. So Ive been called everything hell even everyone, so to be talked about isnt unfamiliar grounds. Watch the father edge up your lawn neatly placed right where I belong. Im residing in the home of the fathers will while I just do what I can to stay out of his way for my direction is lost his signal, his calling is moving my hand. Just endurance.

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Anticipation seems like forever to the wicked, but to the faithful there aren’t any worries. The father shall give in due season what he plans. During your days take full advantage of the love and mercy he has already put in your life. Anxious to receive is to be patient for a bad gift. Deserving what is bad can be detrimental to the mental. Not able to see good gifts for you have opened yourself to who is always ready to give gifts of the superficial. Strings attached to them for you become the devils puppet in his amusement. Give patience to the lord. Wait on the lord. Do not ever look back for what is ahead is to be focused upon. You have been brought from those days as signs of love. Signs to be understood as not signs of believing but by faith alone. So many seek understanding without properly gaining the fabric of what true understanding is based upon. That is faith. The belief in things unseen but ‘trust” in the creator of their existence. Faith that Christ died for your sins faith your baptism is the acknowledgment of this and confessing with your mouth these things. Coming to the father with all your heart is simply being genuine. Yes this walk is difficult, yet there will be those who believe or say they do that will not like you for simple disbelief that the father would use you for his kingdom. You are but just a screw up in their eyes. There will be family who shall see you as same. This wisdom is sorrowful. The enemy is not always disbelievers it usually comes directly from the same family tree you are from.  Do not become discouraged for you have gone through being liked as well as disliked. You have been talked about slandered ,laughed at ,and cursed at and disregared. Your basic fabric never changed it just became more prominent. Always was instilled ,it became recognized by its true multitude. Pass down this truth to your children just as other religions do. So many false teachings that have more discipline than the one of truth. Instill Christ into the hearts of the children and God willing they live long enough to where it becomes their fabric. Their makeup to say some day to their child, I remember your Grandfather or Grandmother would pray with us and say have faith. Christ is the truth. There is but one so all the stories and teachings of the world are of the multitude, for they are lies and lies can use partial truths to create true lies in different countries that come to yours like Arnold. So like he would say ‘get down” before one of those shots hit you!!!   Concern yourself with truth and with it no worry can exist.

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