There was a time I forgot my actions. A time my actions to live with my ….
Conscience
The only way possible to smile. Even though smile was drawn. Not from emotion of joy. Walk around with jokes to bring others emotions. Yet mine were corrupted. Sleepless nights brought mornings of anger. For by evening brought another day of wrongsome. Living in fear of everyones fate. Felt as redundant as speaking to hate. Offer myself no joy in smiles. For smiles are drawn, and can be erased the same. Prayed for a new heart. For before I prayed for keeping me. In a routine I would without any sincerity. Without question no true clue of the Love or understanding of the Grace. With thoughts only applied to the comprehension of actions committed and those committed to me vanity ruled my endless dreams. Til light came and shinned on my dark room giving me the passage to see through. All I can do is offer a magnification to any that will hear me of the true understanding of how no matter how you are or how you have been the sacrifice has already been given. So focused thinking about past decisions or others is not intended, but faith in that sacrifice is for if you gave your child to bare the wrongs of others it would be unimaginable!! Plenty skeptics on everything that is anything , but I say this isnt about a thing. Yet a human and a father. Who shall be brother from same father. If the mind sees clearly. Seeking depths of intelligence in directions of falsehood shall surely welcome you with all you seek. With that said so shall the Lord without any false found.