If the hurt of negative people talking about you bothers you, then you my want to reconsider your walk with Christ. The world hates Christ for he is the truth. If your family or enemies disguised as friends talk bad about the good in you or the bad in you is jumped upon to make you feel worst amongst efforts of change. Understand God is all you need. A forgiving and loving God that supersedes all family and wolves for sheep clothing is your smoke and mirror. Even when your atmosphere isn’t conducive with love be love. Even when your love isnt met with love, love anyway. Especially in that moment. Those that persecuted you shall have their day of shame. Shall endure the day that they remember exactly the unnecessary words to tarnish your name. A name that already didn’t hold respect but through Christ you chose truth, life, and respect for if these that claim the same faith are your oppressors then be of sound and good faith not seeking anyone but continuing to seek the Father through Christ.
Your flesh shall hurt with those that critique your honesty. Your life is a mirror to all so all shall seek judgment against some and some shall create false stories against you to better their own personal anger , hurt, and despisement against you. But if it be that to continue your walk then be that as it may without any conflict. Thank you Lord for anything that I must endure to get to . Where your will for my life is intended .So my intention in this life is no longer to gain physical possessions by any means, but to gain spiritual things all of which I shall give and show gratitude for, for eternity is my goal with the Father and Christ .